im so tired i stayed up until 12:00 am and woke up at around 5 or 6 am...
pluse im on a diet so i dont hav that much energy....
man this stinks...
i feel like crying som times....
i cant handle this any more... none of my friends are in the same class as me so im all alone again...
even my crush is in different classes... we only get to see each other in the hall...
he probally wont eat with me at lunch... he wont even ask me to dance at the dances...
i cant handle this pain inside of me much longer... im all ways crying wen i go to sleep...
my parents dont under stand me... they think im goth and emo....
they dont under stand any thing im going thru
they act like the pple at my school that arent my friends... :'l
this pain that is in my heart cant b earased...
im so miss under stood...